Fuck, off.
Whole-heartedly.♥
THE LOVEDD♥
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 ,
12:15 AM
worried?

heyheys,
spent my day at my grandparents place today.
cause, they're curently living alone, and, my grandmother, well, she has senile dementia.
and cause my grandfather needed to go out today, and he cant leave her at home like that, we(my sis and i) had to come and visit. and, cause she has dementia,
she forgets things once you say them.
she'll ask the same question 5-6 times in 10 mins!
but i cant blame her. its not her fault that she's like that.
she also gets suspicious of things easily.
she took a nap, just after my grandfather went out.
and, when she woke up, the convo was smth like this:

Grandma: where's your kongkong?
me: he went out.
Grandma:how come he go out, then never tell me?! (got angry)
me: he told you! he went out before you slept.
Grandma: he go out when i am sleeping issit?!
me: no! i told you alr! you were awake when he went out.
Grandma: how come im so tired? im never so tired. he put something in my drink issit?
me: *thinking, OMG!* NO!

sigh, its like, an everyday thing now.
and, she's perfectly healthy i guess.
can someone die of dementia?
sighhh! im really worried.
i cant take the stress.
and, my grandfather has to bear with this for so long!
i mean, everyday!
but, he's her wife so... yeah...
sometimes i really wonder.. how long more she's gonna live for...
anyway,
till here.
Celine.